Sorry you are feeling this way. See what the meds can do for you.
I have always struggled with hypochondria. My Dad died at age 50 in 1998 from a weird blood clot heart attack. I was only 20 so I sort of let it go. My brother died in 2006 from a blood clot after achilles' heel surgery. After that I had a rough spot of about 6 months where I thought I was always getting clots, everywhere and anywhere. It's a lonely place.
Keep your chin up and it's not rare nor not normal. You will be ok my friend.
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