[Mydivorcegift]

Monique did 245 squat, 165 bench, 295 deadlift. Nothing major..she was the only woman competing.

I had decided to lift yesterday. Thought it would be a good way to test my body. Then I strained my calf :( but I decided to bench anyway even though the leg drive wouldn't be there.

Then my ex wife got the call from the doc. After going through chemo and radiation and beating breast cancer she now has cancer in her lungs.

Remember the discussion we had about the mind? Well physically I'm capable of much more, but yesterday I wasn't. Felt like I was kicked in the nutsack. And I knew there was something up. Tracie and I have always been connected and about 2 weeks ago I had an incredible feeling of sadness come over me regarding her. And it was just out of the blue the feeling swept over me.

Anyway weighed in at a hefty, holiday filled 217 lbs. Only managed 385. Got beat out for the free membership by 1% by a guy who weighed 194 and did 345 lbs.

Yesterday just sucked....