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Meh. Buy a gun. I doubt your going to complete ingrain terrible habits into into your mind that can't be undone. Many people get adjusted later on. Learn a good, proper, grip and that's a good part of the battle. No sense waiting.

If you want a handgun, simply hit a firearms store and try a molest a few. Perhaps see if a local range rents some (they do here). I have had Springfield XD's, Smith & Wesson MP, and shot Glocks. They all work great. A 357 revolver is also a FANTASTIC starter gun. You can shoot light and easy loads or heavy and powerful ones that will surpass any normal auto loader (9MM, 40 or 45). They are extremely simple to use and are good looking, too.