@Silverhawk-
No I hear what you are saying and understand where you are coming from. In retrospect I took your statement a bit literally, when you said you had pulled for less than that. I took it that you had your sidearm out and at the ready (on target) when in actuallity you had it drawn but at your side. I also added when dealing with multiple individuals I can certainly understand.
Plus my statement for "out of control" was in regard to the situation had escalated to a point where deadly force would potentially be needed, not you, yourself were out of control. Make sense?
Additionally my military LEO experience was a qualifier that I was not just a civie giving your crap, I, at one time did have experience dealing with a portion of what you do.
So in closing I guess you could say have been there to a degree, got where you are coming from now, hear what you are saying and my response is stay safe and indeed go home to the family.
Cheers
K