Well whatever you do dont give up. Hold your head up high and walk tall, who says you cant make a living writing lyrics just depends on what kind of lyrics. People love all kinds of songs. Maybe have to wait on that part but dont ever give up on it. Moving to a new place can also bring out the best in you as well. i know how it is to get stuck in a place you dont want to be. But if you keep trying you will make it out eventually. Good things comes to those who have patience and can wait. Dont put yourself down. As far as the girl goes i think she is pretty cool from the way you talk about her. Its nice to have good friends. Anyways take it easy and the best of luck to you in your journeys ahead. I thought you handled things here pretty good.
